December 2009
seems serene
i woke up to the city outside the window.
life is beautiful.
Music Lives...
Hardcore punches you in the face. It draws your blood It breaks your bones It bruises your body. It spin kicks you in the stomach and knocks you down. But it pulls you back to your feet. Claps you on the back, Grasps your hands, And lets you know… No matter how angry you are Or fucked up Or hopeless Or desperate Or lonely There’s someone out there Just as fucked up as you. Just as angry as you. We...
what does it feel like to be the person you said...
i feel like part of my family is gone, i dunno.
i just feel sad.
xxx
fuck 2009
i’m done with the anger, the depression, the isolation.
this year just fucking ruined me.
i’m ready to start over.
<3
blua:
First Day Of My Life | Bright Eyes
1 tag
xvx
GO VEGAN GO SOBER
DO IT FOR YOU FOR YR FAMILY FOR YR HEALTH FOR THE ANIMALS FOR THE ENVIRONMENT
LIVE A COMPASSIONATE LIFE
cen.
The sun peeks out from the top of a pine tree. She calls it the magic hour because the shadows are perfect for taking pictures (or something like that).
“Y’see, taking pictures where the sun is coming through trees or something can either look really great or really shitty.” She comments as she lifts her plastic green camera to her face. Click, the shutter closes.
She leaps across the ditch...
Tell Me About Life At Home
Ten fifteen with no words,
he disappears,
hollowed out and transparent.
Slower, slower.
She’s bleeding from her mind
and forgetting.
No longer shining,
she cries:
“I want something to be wrong.”
Our guardian angel
is hiding in his own,
run away from this hellhole.
Me?
I’m just fucking numb.
The dust in the mirror blurs the reality,
paints a picture of...
“everything was beautiful and nothing hurt”
– vonnegut, slaughterhouse-five
dream.
Do you see what I see
when you close yr eyes?
Explosion.
(Fractal nothingness and
remnants of nightmares.)
Bite till it bleeds.
Close yr fist around
the safety net of sheets and
pray that just once yr legs work.
I’m too scared to sleep.
XXXMAS
Korg MicroKORG Synthesizer/Vocoder
Moog Etherwave Theremin Standard
Boss DD-7 Digital Delay Pedal
Korg KP3 Kaoss Pad
Boss RC-2 Loop Station
Ibanez TS9 Tube Screamer Overdrive Pedal
plz.
Watchi was at this show. fuck yeah hardcore
fuckyeahhc:
Negative Approach. 12/5/09 . Richmond, Va
jordan.
in the name of god
(or the name you know him by)
let this trail of dead
lead us back home.
Homicide is yr key to
an eternal life erected from fear and
one man’s interpretation of some
so called holy writings.
who can truly be right
when our evidence comes from
visions of angels?
god is on yr side.
is that what you tell yrself to justify
the murder and corruption of
thousands...